I got creepers for prom, as Libby and I are going with a 50s/rockabilly theme (yeah we’re pretty fucking awesome). She got a black dress with white polka dots and red accents, and I found me a very slick tux with a red bow tie. I got white creepers but they sent me all black with a one inch sole. Sigh. All I wanted were my classic white creeps. Oh well. When this all gets sorted out, you can bet money we’re gonna look good. We’re gonna rock this goddamn school.
I can’t stand it here. I hate the closed minded, hick filled, camo wearing, collar popping, change fearing, truck driving, four wheel muddin, homophobic, racist, trashy, redneck, conservative, intolerant, globally ignorant, red white and blue all American fucked up general populace. I hate them all and I can’t wait to get out of little old Warrenton Virginia. There is nothing worth anything in this hell hole, and when I’m gone in a few months off to VCU, I plan on never ever looking back. I’m going to leave this town with a smile on my face. I’m going to leave and blast Blitzkid and Misfits and Children of October at maximum volume on the way out. I’m going to leave this town without a second thought. I’m going to leave, and these redneck fucks will stay behind, away from me. This haunting will be over. My time will come.
Remember that talent show drum-off I was supposed to do?
Well that’s off. So now our struggling A Cappella group will be the only thing I’ll get to be a part of for my senior year. Guess I’ll just go clean my drums with no real future of actually playing with anyone again. All this town does is swallow up any hope I have for musical expression it seems. Oh well.
This Friday, I’ll be drumming my own version of Dammit by blink 182 (not my usual music of course but hey, gotta play to the crowd’s interests. Plus I do like me some blink from time to time). It’s still fairly unclear just how exactly this is going to work with all of us, but I’m sure it’ll get figured out. And hopefully someone will record it on video, I’d like to be egocentric for a little bit and see what I looked like. Fuck yeah Dammit!